The Consecrated Podcast

In this journal entry, Fedhii shares an encounter and reflects on the sobering reality of the Bride. Centered around John 2:24–25:
“But Jesus on his part did not entrust himself to them, because he knew all people and needed no one to bear witness about man, for he himself knew what was in man.”
This conversation is a call to engage with one another with sobriety—to hold both the beauty and the brokenness of the Bride in view.
There are moments when the Bride reflects Jesus beautifully, but there is also still death and darkness among us. If we fully hand our hearts to people because of the beauty we have seen through them, we may eventually experience pain from the same hands where we once encountered something beautiful.
This is an invitation to temper our expectations of one another and engage with the Bride in light of reality—not with cynicism or distrust, but with sobriety.

In this journal entry, Biiftuu gets personal about the importance of building a relationship with the Lord that is truly our own. Worship leaders, preachers, ministries, and anointings can all be gifts from God, but they were never meant to carry our relationship with Him for us—they should be additions, not substitutes.
Have we reduced Christianity to gathering at public worship nights, singing at the top of our lungs, and then returning home to silence? What kind of relationship in this life could exist like that—affection in public, but silence in private?
Drawing from Exodus 33, Biiftuu reflects on Moses entering the tent of meeting while the Israelites pitched their tents around his, watching from a distance as the pillar of cloud descended. How often do we do the same? We pitch our tents around someone else’s intimacy with God and settle for experiencing what flows from their relationship with Him.
But what if we stopped pitching our tents around someone else’s encounter and built our own? What if every Israelite went away, pitched their own tent, and met with the Lord—and the pillar came down over every tent?
If we stripped away all the additives, what would remain? Is there a personal relationship with Jesus that has substance of its own?

In this episode, Fedhii shares from an encounter with the Lord and continues the conversation on ambition—specifically, the idolization of our careers.
We can spend our entire lives giving ourselves to our careers, chasing success and reaching the highest points, only to realize one day that it was all in vain. You will never find true satisfaction in your work unless you are working unto Jesus.
“See the man who would not make God his refuge, but trusted in the abundance of his riches and sought refuge in his own destruction!” — Psalm 52:7
We hear stories of people who worked tirelessly, achieved everything they wanted, and reached the top—only to discover that it was empty. Everything we do apart from Jesus is ultimately meaningless. The question is not simply what we are building, but who we are building it for.

In this Journal Entry, Biiftuu reflects on the posture of the heart in our relationship with Jesus, confronting the subtle entitlement that can creep into our walk with Him. Through Luke 17:7–10, we explore what it means to live with genuine humility, recognizing that obedience is not a bargaining chip to earn God's favor but the natural response of those who belong to Him.
The truth is, we are not entitled to anything from Jesus. His mercy, His salvation, and His kindness have already given us more than we could ever deserve. Even if He never gave us another blessing for the rest of our lives, we would still remain forever indebted to Him for what He accomplished on the cross.
This conversation challenges the mindset that says, "Because I obey, God owes me His blessing." Instead, Jesus invites us into the freedom of serving Him simply because He is worthy. Obedience is not a transaction—it is the joyful response of servants who have encountered the immeasurable grace of their Master.
If you've ever found yourself measuring your faithfulness against what you think God should do for you, this episode is a gentle invitation to rediscover the humility, gratitude, and wholehearted devotion that flow from remembering all He has already done.

In this episode, we explore the gentle, faithful hand of God in our process of sanctification. Through the promise of Philippians 1:6—"being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus"—we talk about the comfort of knowing that our refinement ultimately rests in His hands, not ours.
God never asks us to perfect ourselves. Instead, He invites us to recognize our need for Him. As we surrender our weakness, failures, and need for help, we discover that He is faithful to meet us there—guiding, correcting, shaping, and transforming us into the likeness of Christ. Sanctification is not sustained by human effort but by the steady, patient work of the Holy Spirit.
If you've ever felt discouraged by your shortcomings or overwhelmed by the slow pace of growth, this conversation is a reminder that the God who started the work in you has no intention of abandoning it. He is committed to your transformation, and He will faithfully lead you every step of the way.

In this episode, we sit with Jesus' sobering words in Matthew 7:21–23: "Depart from me, for I never knew you." Rather than approaching this passage from a place of fear, we wrestle with what it reveals about the heart of God and what it truly means to belong to Him.
Somewhere along the way, we've minimized wholehearted devotion to Jesus. We've become comfortable giving Him pieces of our lives while reserving other parts for competing loves. But Jesus is not looking for partial affection—He is worthy of our full devotion. He desires a people who know Him and are known by Him.
As the conversation unfolds, Fedhii shares through tears the weight of this reality and the grief he feels over how often we've settled for a version of Christianity that costs us little while asking Jesus to share His bride with other lovers. Together, we reflect on the pain this must bring to the heart of God and extend an invitation to return to the One who is worthy of everything.
Our prayer is that this episode wouldn't produce condemnation, but a deeper love for Jesus and a renewed desire to belong to Him with an undivided heart.

In this episode, we unpack how we should engage with the people we admire, learn from, and allow to influence our lives. In an age where influence is everywhere, what does it actually look like to honor the people God uses without placing them on pedestals they were never meant to stand on?
Fedhii shares a personal encounter that sparked this conversation, leading us to explore the importance of distinguishing the hand of God from the man of God. When we confuse the two, we set ourselves up for disappointment. We begin to place our confidence in people rather than in the God who is working through them. The truth is that every influential leader, pastor, mentor, or creator is still a sheep in need of the same Shepherd.
We also discuss why we're naturally drawn to people with godly influence in the first place. Ultimately, what resonates with us isn't merely their personality or gifting—it's the presence and work of God in and through their lives. Recognizing this allows us to receive from others with gratitude while keeping our devotion fixed on Jesus alone.
Finally, we define what godly influence actually looks like. This conversation isn't an argument against being influenced by others—we are all being shaped by something. Rather, it's an invitation to cultivate discernment, to receive from those whose lives point us to Christ, and to ensure that every influence in our lives ultimately leads us closer to Him rather than replacing Him.

This episode is a continuation of our Journal Entries conversation on living from the worthiness of Jesus. As we continue unpacking this revelation, we explore why the conviction that Jesus is worthy of everything cannot simply be borrowed from someone else's testimony—it has to become a personal conviction that has been formed in the secret place. A belief that hasn't been personally established won't remain standing when it's tested.
We also talk about how living from the reality of Jesus' worthiness doesn't just change what we do—it changes who we become. As we continually offer our lives unto Him, He faithfully shapes our hearts, renews our minds, and forms Christ within us. This conversation is an invitation to let the worthiness of Jesus become more than a theological idea, but the foundation from which every decision, sacrifice, and ordinary moment flows.

Welcome to our first ever Journal Entries episode—a new series on The Consecrated Podcast where we invite you into the more personal, raw, and in-process parts of our walk with God. These episodes are straight from our journals and personal time with the Lord. They are less about polished teachings and more about sharing what God is revealing to us in real time. Our hope is that this becomes an invitation to grow together—to wrestle, reflect, and encounter Jesus alongside us.
In this first Journal Entries episode, we talk about what it means to live from the reality of Jesus’ worthiness. Fedhii shares a personal encounter from his journal where he saw a bustling community of people living with one common intention: to do all things unto Jesus. It was a picture of people whose lives were anchored in the revelation that Jesus is worthy—not just of our worship songs or ministry moments, but of everything.
We talk about how when you truly live from the conviction that Jesus is worthy of it all, everything becomes worship. Washing dishes, going to work, serving people, building, creating—ordinary moments begin to carry eternal significance. Life becomes filled with meaning, purpose, and vibrancy when everything is done unto Him.
Whether your work looks like ministry or something completely outside of it, your life has profound purpose when it is lived for Jesus. He is worthy of every part of our lives.

In this episode, we talk about the way of trust through the story of Peter walking on water. Peter was able to do the impossible as long as his eyes were fixed on Jesus—but the moment he shifted his focus to the wind and waves around him, he began to sink.
How often is that true for us? So easily, we become consumed with our emotions, our circumstances, our fears, and our plans for the future. We spiral inward, focusing on ourselves and everything happening around us, while slowly taking our eyes off the One who is holding us.
The Christian walk becomes exhausting when we spend most of our time looking at ourselves instead of looking at Jesus. We were never meant to carry the weight of life in our own strength—we were made to lean on Him.
This episode is a reminder to fix your eyes back on the Lord and trust Him, even when life doesn’t look the way you expected. The invitation remains the same: keep your eyes on Him.